晝夜奔馳

They say, it's my good year, and I may make a better year next year.
They say, I have high hopes on you.

It's something really really nice to hear....unexpected good comments I may say.
But at the same time it's dangerous.
How to keep it up. How to keep you in your place. How to keep everything earned bits by bits.

Hard. And you need to know.
And you need to be calm...to know that you are just starting. You are not getting anything big yet.
Still many many years to go.

Anyway, it's still a good year I must say.



On the other hand, something seems to be leaving me.
Not sure if I should make a decision...

May you try really hard, just once, before I make a decision?
So that I know, whether I can continue the game.
And that, one day I may stop to gamble and bet.

I really thought of giving up.
Even I know very well how good you are.

Please give this a chance. Before it really ends.